TESTS

Did some more blood tests last week.
Checking my pituitary function.  Had to fast this time.  So that was different.  Got my period the day I went for the blood work.  So I guess we'll see what is different with this one than the last.  Lyle needs to get his last sperm test in to Dr Tregonings office and we are up and running.  See exactly where we are at with this fertility thing and I am quite curious about my hormone levels and where they are at.  Is it just stress?  I really do wonder

Spoke to Soon

Well it seems I got too excited. I shouldn't have talked about it.

My period is gone ................ AGAIN. and In its place this time are some lovely hot flashes. --GREAT!

We finally went in to see his doctor. He pushed for me to go. So now we have the referral we need for the fertility specialist. All terrific. Unfortunitely, too late I think.

Not having a period was one thing, having hot flashes ............... so much another. I know they can do amazing things these days, but we will see.

42 and experiencing all this sucks. Early menopause. Like 10 years early *sigh*

we will see - wait for the appointment - go in and see. Maybe he can level out my hormones. Weight gain is eminant. Then there is the other side effects.

Doctor

YaY - he went to the doctor!!!

His doctor. He FINALLY went. Its probably too late. but whatever. Although, i have been quite happy with my body the last few months. I probably shouldn't talk about it or think about it as it will stop being the way its being. Shhhhhhh!

So he came home saying that his doctor wants to see both of us. So i said ok, lets go next week.

I am all for rolling the ball, it just has to be him pushing. So we'll see. I will go for tests. I will tell the doc my sexual history. I will tell him what tests I've already gone through with my doc. I will start temp taking again and charting my ovulation ...... it will be good. Maybe i will start that tomorrow jsut to be on top of it. My hormones are on a crazy up turn right now - I have hard core zits on my face and on the nape of my neck - BLECK! and I don't mean i have a lot, i mean they have a hard core. Crazy right? I don't poke at them. They are just sitting there being bumps. but I think with this new getting healthy and walking in the eves as I have. Not drinking as much, if he has one good sperm, all it takes is one - i might just get to be an older new mom! How cool would that be. The B bloodline would go on. It would be good. Lottie would have a sibling. I would clean up my act some more even, yup it would be good.

A bloodline is really good. It stops with my husband. His sister never had children. It would really just stop. WEll best not to get ahead of ourselves. Its only a doctors appointment

Regular

how is this even possible.

Mother nature is playing games with my body. I've managed to lose most of my waist, grow lovely fur on my chin, have a different 'soft' feel to my skin, experience hot flashes and months without a period ......... now suddenly ........ I am regular again?

What The Hell!

mnths later

Wow - has it really been that long since I have written. Crazy. I guess when things are just going along and life takes on momentum the venting takes a back seat?

Periods have done this weird thing the last few months.

They've become normal again. I know - What the Hell!

although, along with these seemingly normal periods, i have had more peach fuzz showing up, horrible acne and just recently this out the ordinary weight gain.

This tells me the hormones are just having a party. Well on the upside, i have some again.

My moods have been good - except where my husband is concerned - that is a whole other thing. He makes me crazy with his laziness. Whatever.

I have started a new fitness thing. Mostly to encourage a girlfriend of mine as she is selling it now. So for the first time ever, I jumped on the band wagon.

Body by Visalus - I've been giving it a shot for the last week. It boasts weight loss and healthy living without excercise! Ok - I can use some weight loss. Not sure how that can happen without excercise, but I'm willing to give it a shot. However, this weird weight gain ....... has suddenly gone up some more since I've been replacing my morning with this shake. Yup meal replacement with a protein shake? Well it has only been a week, so maybe things will look after themselves. I hope they do soon before I can't fit in to my work pants.

This weight gain is odd too. I am gaining so much in my tummy. Not like before when I started losing my waist. This is straight out in my tum tum. I am getting ol lady tummy! a pregnancy belly without being pregnant!

I am hoping with my new routine of food and my new job will come the new routine I am working on getting into. These things will help with keeping my system at more of a normal.

The neat thing now is that Charley and I have had our last 3 periods at the same time! Is it possible that that is why I've been so irregular the last few years? 2 women in the same household that are as close as we are, did she mess my cycle up?

I am still dreaming of a pregnancy. My husband still not going and getting any testing done. He has however, quite smoking! YaY! that will help his guys fersure. So maybe just maybe we will be blessed without medical help?

its a dream

Dreaming of Periods

So what is this?

Now I dream of having my period. Crazy!

maybe that means another is coming. How great would that be

it works with child support - HA!

been feeling very tired and nauseous these days. Could be the probiotic I am taking. Highly doubtful that it is anything baby like. So doubtful in fact, that I am not even going to check.

I do belive I might be going grey! Blondes turn grey in a whole weird way. They kinda go darker. My roots are starting to darken up and the texture of my hair is a wee bit different. Not to mention the hair on my face is pale, pale white. I can feel my neck skin changing, getting softer in a different way ..............

Ahhhh, 40 plus tax is some interesting age comin' on

Blog on!

Period!!!

I Got One!!!!

nothing since before the wedding and BAM!!!! got it today!

Happy Happy JoyJoy!