I Totally Just Ovulated!!!!

2 weeks ago

So I had a day where my boobs started to get a little tender.  I figured the zits were cuz of the chocolate i consumed.  I started to wonder - maybe - 

it would be early to tell but maybe.......what a great thing if i were!  and so scary as i am going through so many other things right now becasuse of the stupid accident.

Nope.  I'm not.  It was my period.

came on just a wee bit yesterday so i thought perhaps i am just spotting those thoughts were gone in a flash this morning.  Full on Period.

Yah thats right I only just had it!  July 9th!  Seemed normal enough.  Maybe its the Lecithin??

I've started to really push Mountain hard about getting that test done!  GO! GO! GO!  I realize my accident has kinda thrown a curve and he has been trying to help me a lot through this.  But we need to keep on task as far as this goes.  i have afternoon time now if i need to get more testing done.  I don't have to take time off work.  and i don't go for more testing till he completes this vital first step!

Maybe I'll push the Doc to get me into the lab or wherever regardless.

40 is only 3 1/2 months away!

sex - when?

sex is almost non existant now.  and when it does happen I end up achy after.

Stupid Accident!  I can have a virtual garden, but I don't think I can have a virtual baby!

and It Happened...

Look at that.  No sonner did i bitch about it and BAM!  I wake this morning with yucky cramps (somehting I don't often get anymore) and drip, blood, mess down my leg as I scurry to the bathroom.  I love being a girl.

so does that mean what happend on Saturday is what used to happen awhile ago.  a 'spot' and then 5 or so days later my period?  thats ok.  I just like to know is all.  Then that would make me on a 33 day cycle this month?  Okay then.  Just like to know these things.

Now watvh I talked about it so it will go away again.

I am also back on the Lecithin.  Have been for a couple days.  I bet that has everything to do with this morning....

Blog On!

Boobs

Again with the sore boobs.  Waht The Hell!  a couple hours of bleeding and now......

I feel all bloated too and I want chocolate and breaded things.  This is goofy.

My last period was June 6th and that was after I'd had it a couple weeks before that and....So I guess I know what to look forward to.  Yippee!

Mountain and i talked last night about him and the part where its up to him to get his stuff taken care of cause Doc won't do anything for me or to me till he rules him out.  I also told him that at this point nothing happening is falling on his shoulders.  There is nothing more right now that I can do.  Except live in the body that is aging rapidly.

i want a face-lift.  Get rid of my jowels and the lines around my mouth.

Blog On!

Here Today - Gone Tomorrow

Gotta love the period that come on real good...........for half a day and then dwindles off to NOTHING!

Saturday was the day.  July 4 I was happy it came.  Happy it was here after that stupid hot flash i'd had.......now it is gone.

*sigh*