Well since getting back on the Primrose bandwagon, those warm isitthetea flashes have subsided! Thank Goodness.
That is one thing I have learned since gliding into this hot flash thing. If I don't want the warm blush to turn in to a hot Flash, i gotta arrest it right away!
I still shake my head wondering why the hell I stopped in the first place. Frig! My wierdness cost us this last cycle. I know it did. 3 eggs, again. Only this time, i dropped the ball and didn't take the oil. Dumbass.
So now with one old egg, that took a long time to mature, we triggered and we will try it the old fashioned way. Intercourse.
Doc has got me on another supplement now. Fertil Q10. Its as big as a frappin horse pill and I have to take 6 a day! 6!! So those along with the calcium I take mid afternoon. The primrose/milk thistle/E combo I am trying to take 3 times a day. Maybe need to go back to 2.
And the Omega 3 i take 2 a day, but not when I take the combo and now not when I take the Q10! Q10 has to be taken on its own. Great. I am running out of times to take things on their own.
HOwever, the flashes have subsided so that is good. Cuz those things is gross! once they get hold of me, my night sweats are so bad my pillow is soaked when i get up in the AM. The flashes while I am working isn't so great either. So for now, i feel like I'm 40 again! YaY!
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Monday, February 11, 2013
NOOOOOOO!
THESE CAN'T BE HOT FLASHES!!!
NOT NOW?!!
Will they eff up what we are doing?
it is oh so mild - could be the hot tea I am drinking - could be the fleece I am wearing - Fuck! Better not be a hot flash.
I thought i was having one last friday - oh so mild. So mild - but frig - if it is and I am still bleeding ......... I can feel my left ovary gettin' busy. That is good. Hopefully, the part of my body that is still a woman, will power thru, produce some lovely big healthy eggs, get fertilized on Monday and implant themselves in a juicy rich uterine lining. Please, please ignore the hot flashes and hormonal imbalancing, Implant, flourish, grow!
but first, please ovaries, do what you did last month and power out some eggs!
This is our last chance! and hot flashes, if that's what you indeed are ..................
FUCK OFF!
Thank you
NOT NOW?!!
Will they eff up what we are doing?
it is oh so mild - could be the hot tea I am drinking - could be the fleece I am wearing - Fuck! Better not be a hot flash.
I thought i was having one last friday - oh so mild. So mild - but frig - if it is and I am still bleeding ......... I can feel my left ovary gettin' busy. That is good. Hopefully, the part of my body that is still a woman, will power thru, produce some lovely big healthy eggs, get fertilized on Monday and implant themselves in a juicy rich uterine lining. Please, please ignore the hot flashes and hormonal imbalancing, Implant, flourish, grow!
but first, please ovaries, do what you did last month and power out some eggs!
This is our last chance! and hot flashes, if that's what you indeed are ..................
FUCK OFF!
Thank you
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Evening Primrose
In all the hub-bub I stopped taking my evening primrose. Why would I do that? I am not sure.
2 in the morning - 2 at bed - keeps my estrogen up. Do I blame our recent unsuccessful IUI on this?
Blame? No. But do I think its insufficient use helped? YUP. I don't know why I stopped, so weird. Kept up with the Folic, Calcium and C, but dropped the most important one to keep me functioning as a woman. Well I am back on track!
Estrogen is key in helping to build a uterine lining. Since my ovaries are not really into producing Estrogen anymore, I rely on Evening Primrose to help my body still function on the feminine side. Thank You Meno-Pause.
Started a messy, AF monday afternoon - so we call tuesday Feb 5th day one. By yesterday I was in pain. Lots of cramping. Been a long time. I start on the same dose of Menopur tomorrow, 7th! then the egg hunt on friday the 15th. Hopefully with the same results as last time. Breasts are a tiny bit sore, but hardly noticeable. I shed a few lbs too with this cycle! Guess its been pent up for awhile.
I am cutting down my morning coffee intake so that I will be weaned off completely by the end of the week. Husband is taking his Folic and Omega in the morning and a special One-A-Day formulated especially for men, with dinner. Zinc and Selenium are extremely important for strong sperm. This time when I have the IUI, and we are to copulate for those 2 days to increase our chances, he will get it up and do it!!!
DUH! Frig i hate it when he gives me reasons to blame him for things!!
I don't care if he has to watch porn on the computer and fuck me, just fuck me, over and over and over again please for 2 days thank you!
This being our last go. I do believe we have used our limit with insurance now. So in 4 weeks i will either be anxiously beginning the 3 mnth wait for stroller shopping or anxiously waiting to move so that I can get a puppy.
STICKY BABY DUST PLEASE!
2 in the morning - 2 at bed - keeps my estrogen up. Do I blame our recent unsuccessful IUI on this?
Blame? No. But do I think its insufficient use helped? YUP. I don't know why I stopped, so weird. Kept up with the Folic, Calcium and C, but dropped the most important one to keep me functioning as a woman. Well I am back on track!
Estrogen is key in helping to build a uterine lining. Since my ovaries are not really into producing Estrogen anymore, I rely on Evening Primrose to help my body still function on the feminine side. Thank You Meno-Pause.
Started a messy, AF monday afternoon - so we call tuesday Feb 5th day one. By yesterday I was in pain. Lots of cramping. Been a long time. I start on the same dose of Menopur tomorrow, 7th! then the egg hunt on friday the 15th. Hopefully with the same results as last time. Breasts are a tiny bit sore, but hardly noticeable. I shed a few lbs too with this cycle! Guess its been pent up for awhile.
I am cutting down my morning coffee intake so that I will be weaned off completely by the end of the week. Husband is taking his Folic and Omega in the morning and a special One-A-Day formulated especially for men, with dinner. Zinc and Selenium are extremely important for strong sperm. This time when I have the IUI, and we are to copulate for those 2 days to increase our chances, he will get it up and do it!!!
DUH! Frig i hate it when he gives me reasons to blame him for things!!
I don't care if he has to watch porn on the computer and fuck me, just fuck me, over and over and over again please for 2 days thank you!
This being our last go. I do believe we have used our limit with insurance now. So in 4 weeks i will either be anxiously beginning the 3 mnth wait for stroller shopping or anxiously waiting to move so that I can get a puppy.
STICKY BABY DUST PLEASE!
Friday, February 1, 2013
Hot Flash Friday???
Nooooooo
soemthing happened yesterday - its happening now. Oh so mild. Is it? Is it just warm everywhere? Is it the coffee? Is it the allergies?
I am so sad
soemthing happened yesterday - its happening now. Oh so mild. Is it? Is it just warm everywhere? Is it the coffee? Is it the allergies?
I am so sad
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