PERIOD!

Sterile

basically, what it comes down to, is that he is sterile

epididymitis - very ungood.

Doesn't look like there is a treatment either

pressure?

Well - here I am, still not had a period since .......... December?

Checked 2 weeks ago nope not prego. Boobs have been sore for a month now. *sigh*

However, February just passed. That's when we get pregnant in my family. Lyle has not been "potting" for weeks. So it could happen. It really could, and quite honestly, wouldn't that be about right? Bsby due in November? Of course i'd get knocked up now. A few months beofre I walk down the aisle. Would I fit my dress? I'd force my way into it!!! but i have settled with ICBC so that would only seem fitting to get pregnant. Our house is soooooo small- we'd have to move like -- yesterday!

Well I guess we'll have to see.

My face zitted up like crazy last night. i would expect my period to be right around the corner ............

then I got a letter from Lyle's mom last night. She is excited for the wedding and mailed to let me know she got a dress. hen she slipped in ........... that if I walk down the aisle pregnant it would be okay with her. she "needs" that granchild you know. Of course "she has Charlie" but and extra one wouldn't hurt. Great! No Pressure here Mama B!!!!

Lyle and I got into it after I told him. He put it once again on me to do soemthing. "well I better look into finding a good fertility doctor then"

Excuse me Asshole?!! "Genesis" i responded back. "genesis is where we need to go. but I am not about to go forward with anything when you don't make an effort. Its clearly not as important to you as it is to me. So I am not going to do somehting stupid and put us in a situation when you are not that in to it"

He got mad. Boy did he get mad. But seriously, what has he done. Not even the simplest thing to appease me like go get the sperm count that he's only been prescibed TWICE since may 2009!!!! Its not all on me! you have to make an effort too!

So here I am - thinking about peeing on a stick once again. Just to be sure ......... after all, its suddenly on my mother in laws mind

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