Tuesday, February 21, 2012

mnths later

Wow - has it really been that long since I have written. Crazy. I guess when things are just going along and life takes on momentum the venting takes a back seat?
Periods have done this weird thing the last few months.
They've become normal again. I know - What the Hell!
although, along with these seemingly normal periods, i have had more peach fuzz showing up, horrible acne and just recently this out the ordinary weight gain.
This tells me the hormones are just having a party. Well on the upside, i have some again.
My moods have been good - except where my husband is concerned - that is a whole other thing. He makes me crazy with his laziness. Whatever.
I have started a new fitness thing. Mostly to encourage a girlfriend of mine as she is selling it now. So for the first time ever, I jumped on the band wagon.
Body by Visalus - I've been giving it a shot for the last week. It boasts weight loss and healthy living without excercise! Ok - I can use some weight loss. Not sure how that can happen without excercise, but I'm willing to give it a shot. However, this weird weight gain ....... has suddenly gone up some more since I've been replacing my morning with this shake. Yup meal replacement with a protein shake? Well it has only been a week, so maybe things will look after themselves. I hope they do soon before I can't fit in to my work pants.
This weight gain is odd too. I am gaining so much in my tummy. Not like before when I started losing my waist. This is straight out in my tum tum. I am getting ol lady tummy! a pregnancy belly without being pregnant!
I am hoping with my new routine of food and my new job will come the new routine I am working on getting into. These things will help with keeping my system at more of a normal.
The neat thing now is that Charley and I have had our last 3 periods at the same time! Is it possible that that is why I've been so irregular the last few years? 2 women in the same household that are as close as we are, did she mess my cycle up?
I am still dreaming of a pregnancy. My husband still not going and getting any testing done. He has however, quite smoking! YaY! that will help his guys fersure. So maybe just maybe we will be blessed without medical help?
its a dream