Monday, February 21, 2011

Well - I just plucked my first whisker

hmmmmm

so its now Feb 21st
as I contemplate getting my moustache threaded I wonder where this normal diagnosis is. NO period since December.
Driving to work the other day, I wasn't wearing my gloves. The sun peaked up over my dash on to my hand that was at the top of the steering wheel. Who's old lady hand is That? MINE!
the skin all wrinkled and with the way the sun was hitting it, i had instantly aged by 15 years! My hands have never been beautiful, but now more than ever they show their age and how I've always worked with them. Years of Serving showing through.
What about the soft fuzz I am growing down the sides of my face? am i the only one that notices? is it one of those physical things only i see? The lines in my face getting more noticeable as gravity takes hold and pulls my face down. The eyelid skin not snapping back as it once did. Putting on eye make-up becoming a challenge as i work at getting the skin to stay in one place

ahhhhhhhh 40+ and Normal? I dunno

Monday, February 7, 2011

Under my Umbrella-brella-brella-eh,eh, eh eh........

So here I sit under my umbrella of normal wondering if everything is so "normal" where is my period?
my body seemed like it was trying a couple weeks ago ....... nothing
on the plus side - I've had a libido, no hot flashes in the absence of period, no nauseous ........ so Woooo! I guess...... so I'm just really irregular? I dunno - i think i want a second opinion.
how is it, that I have been going through wacked out cycle's for YEARS now, at least 10, and i am just irregular? I used to be able to predict the time on the day of my period that I would be getting it. Crazy Regular! My body was like a Rolex.
It is also very possible that when the tests were done my body was in fact doing normal regualr stuff. Afterall, i did get my period the following week. Even though I'd been blood free for nearly 4 months at that time, the tests picked up on the 1 period i was having.
o now I am just uber irregular with a side-order of Peri-menopause?
it all means I can still have a baby, if man gets his penis in order and gets his tests done ........ then we can know what The Hell!