The Results are In!!

Well - the blood doesn't lie, I guess.

Confirmed, old ovaries.   menopause confirmed.  More tests on Saturday to confirm what I think we already know ............. my eggs are old and my ovaries are shriveling up

there is nothing that can be done if what I/we/the doctor believes the results will read.  Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.

So 16 years ago when I hatched my plan to have a baby because I had a gut feeling, a knowing, that if I didn't get on it it wasn't going to happen. That day I woke up and the thought woudl't get out of my head that I was only going to have one baby.  That if I didn't get my ducks lined up and make it happen ...........
now I have the same feeling about my lungs house and dying .........

i have some things to do

being right isn't what its cracked up to be