Spoke to Soon

Well it seems I got too excited. I shouldn't have talked about it.

My period is gone ................ AGAIN. and In its place this time are some lovely hot flashes. --GREAT!

We finally went in to see his doctor. He pushed for me to go. So now we have the referral we need for the fertility specialist. All terrific. Unfortunitely, too late I think.

Not having a period was one thing, having hot flashes ............... so much another. I know they can do amazing things these days, but we will see.

42 and experiencing all this sucks. Early menopause. Like 10 years early *sigh*

we will see - wait for the appointment - go in and see. Maybe he can level out my hormones. Weight gain is eminant. Then there is the other side effects.

Doctor

YaY - he went to the doctor!!!

His doctor. He FINALLY went. Its probably too late. but whatever. Although, i have been quite happy with my body the last few months. I probably shouldn't talk about it or think about it as it will stop being the way its being. Shhhhhhh!

So he came home saying that his doctor wants to see both of us. So i said ok, lets go next week.

I am all for rolling the ball, it just has to be him pushing. So we'll see. I will go for tests. I will tell the doc my sexual history. I will tell him what tests I've already gone through with my doc. I will start temp taking again and charting my ovulation ...... it will be good. Maybe i will start that tomorrow jsut to be on top of it. My hormones are on a crazy up turn right now - I have hard core zits on my face and on the nape of my neck - BLECK! and I don't mean i have a lot, i mean they have a hard core. Crazy right? I don't poke at them. They are just sitting there being bumps. but I think with this new getting healthy and walking in the eves as I have. Not drinking as much, if he has one good sperm, all it takes is one - i might just get to be an older new mom! How cool would that be. The B bloodline would go on. It would be good. Lottie would have a sibling. I would clean up my act some more even, yup it would be good.

A bloodline is really good. It stops with my husband. His sister never had children. It would really just stop. WEll best not to get ahead of ourselves. Its only a doctors appointment