how late was it? i don't know. What I do know is that it was 33 days between cycles. Over the last year i have gone from a 21 day cycle to a 25 back to a 21 up to a 29 flat back to 14days! somewhere in there Never Stopping now up to 33!
WHAT THE HELL!
now charting my temps each morning to see if I am even ovulating so that we can try to conceive before it is too late and never to happen at all.
Honestly, if I didn't want to use my Uterus again I'd jsut have everything removed like my mom did. She went thru this in her early 40's and was Uterus free by 42!
I'm of course earlier than her and younger than her to be experiencing this stuff and it sucks ass to not have anyone to talk to. To not have an undertanding ear.
This Period that was ?late? has been a bit painful and I was really expecting it to be a disgusting mess given the circumstances. But i am left with the thoughts 'is this it?'
so i take my temp again and try not to think about the fact that I am not bleeding nearly as much as I guess i thought I would. Numb my brain from the thoughts that i am not ovulating and I am just fooling myself and wasting my time and.........
well I must go.
I have laundry to finish and family to feed.
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