so of course now I am beginning to blame myself. Why blame myself you say? well becuase it was not more than a few weeks ago I was afraid of the thought of getting pregnant! my selfishness to have the wedding that is in my head. Maybe it was those thoughts that have ceased my period and shoved me into amenorrhea.
So here marks and begins the guilt I will put on myself. The guilt for ever taking a birth control pill. The guilt for ever taking the morning after pill. The guilt I will shoulder and carry for being a barren bride and not giving my husband and daughter the extension of a family they both deserve.
Guilt
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