Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Eggs

Okay - tomorrow is the day I find our if shooting myself with needles has done anything.  Did I produce any eggs?
1 I just need 1

it's kind of a weird feeling.  I want to produce eggs because I'd like the shots to have worked so we can get the invitro, but I also want the satisfaction of feeling like a woman.  If I haven't produced eggs I really think I will feel failed.  I mean that's it then isn't it?
We would try 1 more cycle - that is what we have talked about and agreed on.
however, if I don't bust out any eggs, not even one - pretty sure I will feel like and old woman.
Nearly 43 and being put out to pasture.  If we were on an island, I'd be one of the ones they killed off first!  EArly meno-pause sucks ass.
Please one working ovary, Please, Please pop out a viable egg!

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