Friday, April 10, 2009

Crystal Balls

I'm Never going to ovulate.

I am still not beveraging.  I am on the Lecithin.  I am excercising.  These are all great things cause I'm getting healthy.   So Yay!  but the ovulation.
Have I been back to my doctor?
No.
Missing work doen't appeal to me.  and I am scared of what he will or won't tell me or do.  I don't want to get all worked up about this and then be in the position of Careful what You Wish for  I am scared.
If its meant to be it will happen.  Yah, what if its him?  then it ain't going to happen.
and then I think about my wedding day.  I don't want to be pregnant.  Or have just had a baby.  and Who knows when my wedding day will be!  At least he was getting his ducks in a row to get me a ring.  But then the tooth thing happened so he HAS to deal with that.  A few thousand dollars later..........Hard for me to drag his mouth around on my hand like that.
The ring is in the near future, this I know.  However, that brings me back to ovulation and, to do or not to do something about it Right Now!
The part where, what if this is my last period? and if I don't do something about it right now I will Never be able to!

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