my wieght my body

somehting I probably shouldn't be concerned about.  and its not even so much that.  Its my shape.  I don't like the sag that has formed around my belly over the last 2 years.

It's something I've never had.  not even after I had kid.  Well no.  I did have it after kid.  That extra - skin.  

probably if I did some  ACTUAL working out,  like with the sweating and heavy breathing,  it would tighten and look better.

my size is not the biggest deal in the world.  I know I am doing just fine.

its my mind that has the problem.

however...that all being said.  I have noticed this wierd shift in the last month as I start to lose the pounds.

middle

my middle is so odd.  am I gunting out?  I don't  know.  with Some creative dress I am okay and no one but me notices.  but its wierd.

and my skin.  its so .................. soft?  lacking elasticity?  ummmmmm its just wierd I jsut want everyone to touch me.  WEll no.  You don't need to touch me.  if you'd have touched my before and then touch me now sorta thing.  It's saggy?  maybe from weight loss?  lack of hormones I need?  Kinda like an old balloon thats started to lose air.  Thats just what it is!  a Balloon.  Hmph.  Do I just need air?

  I had stopped putting lemon in EVERYTHING i drink becasue I read that it doesn't do anything positive for estrogen.  but in this new light.  

I put lemon in my tea today

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